So I met this pretty awesome Marine a few weeks ago. He basically came into my life and saved me from all of the bad things that were surrounding me. I knew when we started dating that he was going to deploy at the end of April. But I didnt let that stop me. Things went great, and still are…It’s just now hes gone, and things feel so different and lonely again. He filled that special place in my heart. However now Im stuck in this world with no way to contact him,no control over the situation.If I’m lucky I may get a phone call a week, and I will keep writing him letters…I’ve never had to deal with a situatuion like this before. Never had to be seperated from the guy who makes me happy for nine long months. Im ready to make the journey and support him, I’m just struggling with the fact that he is actually gone.
"When a person reaches out to take your hand and instead takes your heart…It is hard to let them go…Even though their job is forever going to be taking them away…In my heart although I have seen your face for the last time in a while…I know it is not goodbye. It is just see you later. Thats what I will hold onto while your gone."